Ladawn's Journal

And then after a moment of being able to kiss him .
Of course I'd like a nap. I need to do jumping jacks and talk in my Alaskan accent! Step up to it.

I've never had a bloody nose.
Its an older CD but I love Nat Myria! I'm really tired. People leave these indelible imprints on me. The island job is coming to a close finally. Tomorrow we'll try and take pictures and then run them to a one hour place. Adios. Ug. Like I'd expect him to take his 2001 Vet through the drive thru wash? I feel so guilty which makes it worse. And I did. He was concerned because 2 of the guys didn't show up yesterday after the holiday so he went. SO WHAT! No matter I suppose. While we were sitting there I said "You know what I wanted to do on the way home yesterday? I'm going to Siam after school with Army and Gift. I can't seem to pay attention. I think she regrets that one. Now that I've read up on it I know what I have to do to fix things. We'll probably watch them tomorrow though. I hate it when I feel that way . Will write more when I get a chance. So cool. I shouldn't be allowed to be in public around boys I like while under the influence of alcohol. So cool. I was like that too and my mother and grandmother. The hard part will be during the day. Searched Netscape's help site mac user groups. It's too cute for words. Of course since she was never in the Animated Series might have something to do with that. That'll hardly break your pocketbook.

I like the new site design a ton but it's not even done yet either.
I'm not the only one who thinks that. However LiveJournal is a lot easier to use if you install a client program on your computer. I want to be out of here. Ah yes the flu is so much fun isn't it? He would ask me what I thought was wrong run tests find out I was right and medicate me. I can talk about geology for hours. I got the letter that said I'm going to CBC in Ecuador. Here he's in his favourite sleeping space. She also said in the letter that she heard about me moving and hoped I moved in with K. And then I remembered how I didn't want to come home to my ex . Tomorrow I'll take puppy and Pepper with me to work and go out and walk them every two hours. Ask me about it later. But you never really know who does. Although there is a newer version I couldn't get that one to install (using Be 4. It's just fun. Count your lucky stars. I went out and got food tonight all by my lonesome and I called "S" and we talked. I'm listening to Nui now. I'm going to a concert tomarrow! I had warm tea of course. But they're the only ones I've seen. That's right a total schlep. He's also a bit simple. Deleted cookie file and created a new one. Granted they happen but using your BRAINS cuts the accident rate way low. I don't know. I was sitting under a ledge though and when dad got there I stood up with out watching my head. I never did find any King pictures. JESUS! Later gator.

Every time I would type the address in to my computer it would lock my computer up completely.
Every time I've had Hard Rock cafe the food was terrible and everyone I went with got sick. I don't know . It's nice and it's agonizing . I'm feeling old. I'm going to see Nat Myria tomarrow! Ninety percent of the participants are under 25. I had tator skins chicken pie and 2 glasses of coke. Came home. So many things have happened here it's just hard for me to be here in Unalakleet. Those are all being fixed. Poor dear. I would get up and scream but I think the guy who owns this place wouldn't like that. It's different here for sure. Not just a little off but really off. She looks 16 but she's not. I've been slugging that down all day and merifully asleep for a good portion of it. Now that I've read up on it I know what I have to do to fix things. All that lack of proper eating. She's so in love it's cute. I LOVE MUSIC! I don't want her to leave. But I don't feel caught up . But there is no way in hell thats happening. I am known among family and friends as a complete and hopeless klutz. For all of you that have made this possible by getting paid accounts I can't thank you enough . I bought her a stereo for Christmas. Pepper our adult chesapeake isn't too sure that she's going to like this. I'm feeling the love right now. Thanks for all the well wishes! And then after a moment of being able to kiss him .

At the time I didn't know what it was about.
I know there both Bi and I think they think the other one is atractive. One could not possibly ask for more. Payday. I don't know. Where are my senior pictures Esther? Apparently I'm a "Backstroker". Can anyone explain to me what the hell is going on? Can anyone explain to me what the hell is going on? Never you fear. Like it's I dunno *spacey* weird . And my passport is in the works. I'm looking forward to having a yard sale getting rid of tons of stuff cluttering up that house. I can't save my own day. WOW too much. I have created 2 personality tests. I was done and very happy. I don't know . I don't know . Oh just got another email from her. I'll hope that doesn't happen because I won't have any medicine for at least another week. He'll be home tomorrow night. ART BELL IS BACK! Yippee huh? Of course ABBA was also there for me. I may not have to worry about Tuesday if it doesn't go away. However that's being worked on. Well I'm in Cali with Liz and we're having a good time of course. This is also useful if you're on vacation or away from your primary computer. He just made cookies and wanted us to come over drink wine and eat cookies. I said "Oh well that really makes me want to go".

I still love her.
Getting married at 15 and having that marriage last 30 years (hell even 5 years) is so rare. The puppies will be in town tomorrow for their vet check up and we will go visit them. I just want to . She bought a really cool black suede jacket. As usual when I link something from here reply there not here. We may go to a movie date or go rent some movies and just hang out. Since that's the case we decided to get the PUPPY! All the while I will be living at home and saving my money for. KISA is boring holes and mounting handles on the doors in the big house. That's right a total schlep. I finally did. There are still things that aren't working yet and navigation problems. I really need a raise. Its weird though becaus I'm a fast typer when it comes to english. We may go to a movie date or go rent some movies and just hang out. For hell's sake. A little shocked that nothing is majorly broken here at work. Anyways yeah. We were out until 5:30 this morning so there was no way I was going to get on the computer then! She bought a really cool black suede jacket. She mostly watched but came out and asked me to pack her as I danced too. I'm so happy warm mellow and relaxed right now I don't even care! It'll be nice to spend some time alone. Ali & I went for the big stuff. I'm looking on the internet. Was a little busy this morning trying to fix printing problems over the phone. I want to be out of here. I LOVE MY JOB! One could not possibly ask for more. I was also queen of my community in 1988.

Until then I think I'm going back to sleep.
Although there is a newer version I couldn't get that one to install (using Be 4. Maybe I'll just lay in the chair for a bit. As much as I hope not I know better. We went to Amanda's and the igloo. I know. All I am is talking about my family. It's gonna be the best. And my head feels achie because of the ear allergies. I don't know . I just haven't made the options available yet. Oh please you're an elected official. She did a great job through the last few weeks. I can't wait! No sleep . No on has been grumpy. Anyways yeah. She was in a deep depression for a few days but a little better now. I am scared shitless. Nat Myria! Of course ABBA was also there for me. Included is the source code if you want to compile for something other than x86. I might end up crying again. Nope. I have a girl friend. She's so nice and sweet. AH right there licklicklick *chomp* MOOSE. I live in bleedin' Alaska you'd think we'd have a winter wonderland. The puppies will be in town tomorrow for their vet check up and we will go visit them. So many things have happened here it's just hard for me to be here in Unalakleet. Combined with the "friends only" option it's just really cool.

I've had a couple journals before but never.
I don't like strong things. I'll get over it. So I drew a pic of the 3 of us having a snow ball fight. Something I will love forever and would have never boughten for myself normally. But any hoo. It was over an hour late getting into Anchorage so I knew it would be a while. Any ideas out there? Those are all being fixed. Amanda went on Christmas vacation and Chelsea I think leaves Monday. The expressway here is 2 lanes each direction with about 10 lights from start to finish. No I didn't get drunk. I just want to get out on my own. Finally! This client kicks ass. But I dont think that Sara is willing to share me with anyone. Now that I've read up on it I know what I have to do to fix things. I think his name will end up Tucker. It'll be okay. I say "No I didn't get much sleep last night and I have to get up at 4:45am tomorrow". It seems to happen a lot but in all reality . I had warm tea of course. JESUS! I'm off to the dreamworld now. That spoiled much of the "feeling" for me. I've definately got some kind of Christmas spirit in me. That'll be fun. The chicken is already soaking in the buttermilk. Ate. Why not? Yum!

Boy do I have lots to learn.
Ah yes the flu is so much fun isn't it? I'm so happy warm mellow and relaxed right now I don't even care! We went to Amanda's and the igloo. I don't know weither to be mad at the theif or feel sorry for him. I want a long break from this place. I took some cold medicine. So I drew a pic of the 3 of us having a snow ball fight. I haven't checked any clubs today. He was concerned because 2 of the guys didn't show up yesterday after the holiday so he went. But I cant get over Amanda. He's not angry. I love my brother so much. Count your lucky stars. Really needed 2 more days with Vickie to really grasp it all. So mote it be! I wonder if the book of life says next to my name: will always make the wrong choice. HA! But it's a good stretch. He has a toe turban on his cute little foot. As usual when I link something from here reply there not here. What's the catch? Pepper our adult chesapeake isn't too sure that she's going to like this. I changed one of the questions on my Loner test. And every time you romp without using your brains you are gambling your future. It's been a bumpy few weeks. So no need to tell me that you're frustrated. Went and dropped off film. That way he won't be here crying all day. Step up to it. It's "I Have A Dream" day.

Have to press flesh meet and greet schmooze and all that jazz.
I went over to Amanda's house today she was gushing about Ben alot. She only spilled a little and I had a big towel standing by. Oh please you're an elected official. Can't drink coffee cos of my ulcer and I don't like my tea cold. Drove out to my parents house to find a car wash that washes by hand. How nice of me to share eh? Bye! We will live through this. I don't know . Puppies are a lot of work. I live in bleedin' Alaska you'd think we'd have a winter wonderland. She also said in the letter that she heard about me moving and hoped I moved in with K. That'll be fun. I really value this service so much. The hard part will be during the day. Or at least like I'm supposed to be growing up and acting mature. This isn't a business. My future room mates. Growing doesn't mean getting commercial . As usual when I link something from here reply there not here. Drove out to my parents house to find a car wash that washes by hand. Nevermind. It seems to happen a lot but in all reality . Amanda already has some and she's not even a fellow senior! Really. It was over an hour late getting into Anchorage so I knew it would be a while. I hope he had a great visit and will decide to stay living here in Alaska. We traded music. AH right there licklicklick *chomp* MOOSE. I just haven't made the options available yet.

I do not want The Cold.
I want to be out of here. Well I'm in Cali with Liz and we're having a good time of course. It's been a bumpy few weeks. And Chad if you're reading turn on your cell phone so I can tell you the New Year's plans eh? I'd rather not get into a huge fight right before she leaves to go out of town for Christmas. I hid downstairs in the dungeon with my little one whenever possible. Now I remember. Hurray! As usual when I link something from here reply there not here. I'm so tired. It says I'm currently not validated! Of course you must move over into my lane in front of me. However that's being worked on. I'm coughin a lot that sucks. Now I remember. It sucks so hard. Instead they took us to Fiesta Mall and gave us each $100. I have such a knack for this kind of thing! Would that then mean that the dust mites that live on us have cities? It's Friday. Nope. I love my new LJ! That I love. I went to dinner last night at KoBe steak house. Plus now I know 2 things that make me irrisistable to Thai girls. I can be a friend and we can talk and that'll be good enough. We'll probably watch them tomorrow though. I can't get past this thing where her 18 mo. Today is a day where life is beautiful I better get out and enjoy it. Why not?

Oh well.
Ali & I went for the big stuff. But I cant get over Amanda. I got a picture of him last night from "Monie". Actually this should only be for the next couple weeks then the job on the island will be done. She was in a deep depression for a few days but a little better now. Geez I should be a little darker because I'm half Eskimo and all but no. Yeah that's it. I just wish someone was going with me. I don't think it's something we can quick kiss and make up over. Why not? And darn it she's an awesome cook. I need to reduce my feelings of being over whelmed by things. The new code's almost a total rewrite and it's tons faster. Actually this should only be for the next couple weeks then the job on the island will be done. To be loved for who and what I am. I'm tired and I have to pee so good night! I can talk about geology for hours. Woo can't wait until Saturday. He touched me and I felt terrible . I'm glad we only had to put in 3 nights there. Nothing really to say either. Just try to concentrate on achieving one goal at a time. I'll sleep in Saturday or maybe sleep in Sunday and get up early Saturday? I'm feeling old. She also told me that she likes my accent so now I won't shut up. He's so great. I'm sorry I couldn't get online today at 5. It's like we're picking at each other constantly. I always mix up my name and my company's name. So I drew a pic of the 3 of us having a snow ball fight.

I'm always such a 'grass is greener' guy.
Time to live in the now. I'm going to a concert tomarrow! And Chad if you're reading turn on your cell phone so I can tell you the New Year's plans eh? Stupid banks. I won't be sad to say goodbye to Citibank in particular. I got a picture of him last night from "Monie". She's the tiniest of the four and the one always in trouble. I've never used the snooze button on my alarm clock. The new code's almost a total rewrite and it's tons faster. One could not possibly ask for more. Go to Shooters . He told me he expected me to be home . I'm feeling what Ryder is feeling. I won't be sad to say goodbye to Citibank in particular. No one survived so everything that happened is someone's imaginary tale. I swear I'm loosing hair . Good thing it's a short week. I mean I sorta do but not really. Anyways yeah. I came back in got on the computer and she left without saying a word. I like a variety of films. I have a bright and vivid imagination so I don't need the graphic grossness. I hope to be able to stay there for at least 6 months. Fortunately our son will be here to do puppy duty and then of course KISA will get home. Talk about aerobics and a muscle workout! No matter what. I've been both really thin and really heavy. If a teacher is sick the class is canceled. I'm glad we only had to put in 3 nights there. I don't know .

The collapsing threads will be optional .
I really want to find a picture of King and I will not rest until I do! Learn something new every damn day It's amazing. Thankfully Stephan didn't get on his train until after I left. I am so glad it is over with almost. I'm so relieved I'll have a break. I'm going to a concert tomarrow! I'm still home sick. I just wish someone was going with me. I know my boss the owner would go for it. Wonder what the planets are up to today? I've been both really thin and really heavy. How do you tell them. Then she said "He just called you a bad word". My one friend named Phoebe is pretty screwed up and I rarely see her anymore. He'll be home tomorrow night.